POSITIVE ATTITUDE!!! I am seriously going to break down if I do not possess any positive attitude. All I see is darkness in my entire being; I cannot trace out a ray of light. MATHEMATICS, I swear I am going to learn it by hard or by heart. I can't stand it anymore with my parents complaining that my results are like bloodily lousy (pardon my language; I need to let off some steam before I explode) There are only two possiblities:

1) Mathematics in the 1960s are too easy that even anyone knows how to deal with it.
2) I am too dumb and stupid to accomplish any assignments in regards to those algebras and square roots.

It is January, the first month of the year; second week of the month; fifth day of the week! I am already struggling like there is no tomorrow. My tears are threatening to fall due to some idiotic reasons. Where is my optimism? What is it between parents and school projects or duties nowadays?! If I failed any tests, I will be blamed for not trying my best and not even attempting to study. Did they even witness how hard I am trying, in order not to fail them? Did they seriously think that I did it on purpose? All they do is to complaint about the child being too concentrated on some dumb projects instead of schoolwork! Perhaps it is true after all, I am a total idiot when it comes to maths... My brain juices are dehydrated due to my pathetic sleeping hours.

Anyway, I am not going leave myself in the midst of despair. I will make sure that I try, try and try for N times until I succeded. Before that, I do require LOTS of enlightenments before I reach nirvana which is like ?00000000000000000 kilometers away from me. I need my bright silver lovely smiley face to keep my life going on.

Ps: A smile per day, kicks all IRRITATING maths problems away~!