L.I.F.E. Camp is finally here~!! Through this 2 days and a night, I believed that everyone had learn lots of new things. My eyebags are coming out as my eyelids are weighing rather heavily as I am writing this post. Overall, I think that being a leader isn't as easy as it seems. A leader requires certain skills and qualities. But I believed that those qualities are stored in everyone, it is only a matter of time when you discover it... Nevertheless, I had fun, even though that I lost my voice, I think that it is worthy of it. This is my first time facilitating in a camp, I felt rather lost and nervous at times, thanks to Kieran and Ji Sheng for giving me pointers at appropriate timings. After this camp, I realised that all those feelings that I first haboured in my heart wasn't neccessary. I became more confident. Anyway, I still want to do the SUPER SOLID cheer xD I am glad that I have such wonderful campers in my team. Even though at first they were rather quiet and sometimes disobeyed our instructions. As time passes, they were already bonded and they were more similar than they would never thought to be. Unity is the key to success, without it the camp wouldn't be a successful one instead (:

Thursday, day started off with Miss Chia going through my maths papers. Haix, I couldn't believe that I made so much careless mistakes, with all those marks add together, I would have passed my maths~ No use complaining, have to be more careful next time. Music, Mr Tan was going through about the music project, almost half of the class is asleep... Biology, I have done badly this time round, must study for the next exam. Tomorrow's the camp that we all have been expecting and working hard for. SCs jiayous~!! Currently reading through the script and action plan for the camp. That's all for now (:

Haix, 2nd darkness of my life!! This is the unluckiest week I ever had~ During recess, dropped my handphone in the toilet. Congrats, my infant phone is officially dead~! My back still hurts after the heavy falling during yesterday inline skate lesson... Guess what, I am 12th in class position T.T I am really disappointed in myself. Seriously, disappointed. I did not live up to the expectations of my parents. What did I do to deserve this...? Feeling super pissed off >< Haix, maybe this is life...

It's an end to a whole new beginning. 26th May 2009 marks the official start of 6th Student Council. Nevertheless, lets not forget what the seniors had taught us, they will always live in our hearts. Investiture goes on rather smoothly. I managed to survive 12 hours without food! Erm, it is not a miracle anyway~Yay, Annabelle lent me a new book xD Inline skating is fun, this is the first time I ever considered it as fun. But it hurts also, my tailbone still hurts after falling. We proceeded to ISH after skating course for the aftermath party. I felt like crying all of a sudden...... Went to SC room for pre-camp training after that, we must put in more effort for the skit this friday. In need to practice the dance moves >< After everything, went for dinner with fellow councillors and seniors.
This is to add on for what I have said just now in the ISH:
Seniors we will never forget you, you guys will always live in our hearts. Remember that we love you, thanks for the guidance and concern that you had taught and shown us. Although it really hurts to say goodbye, but it is an end to a whole new beginning. All the best for your O and N levels. I hope that we will see you guys with a HUGE smiley face on each and every of your faces during Prom Night. You guys rock to the core!

Tomorrow's the day! Haix, how I wish that time could stop forever... Certainly, this wish couldn't be granted forever, everyone need to move forward, and move on to a whole new beginning. Seniors, I wish that everything will go on smoothly for you guys from now onwards. Wishing you all good luck and best wishes in whatever you do. Don't forget that we love you and we always will. See you all again with huge smiley faces during Prom Night'o9. We have gone through a lot together. You guys shown us care and concern, and gave us guidance during appropriate timings. Remember, a man can dream, do not let anything to stop you form achieving your goals (: Perhaps we will cry tomorrow, but after that, it is a whole new beginning. Everything will not end just the way they were, we have to move on and on.
26th May 2009 will be the official start of the 6th Student Council, I look forward in working with all councillors. Without the seniors, the responsiblities fell on us, we will have to work harder and strive harder, I believe that we can achieve perfect results if we work together and move on as a council. We will and must to keep the flame burning, therefore, we must be united and bonded. It isn't a 'try', it is a definite 'must'. Everyone jiayous!
6th Student Council all the way~!! Opto Pro Optimus

Thanks Daddy for buying me this, I knew that my results have disappointed you greatly. I must work harder to achieve a good grade for EOY! I love all of my friends and family <3

Good things always come with bad news... 2 more days and our Sec 4 seniors will step down ): Thanks for all of your teachings and guidance. Even though I enter the council at a much later time, you guys treated me equally. During the first time when I entered the SC room, I felt afraid somehow. It was you all that approached and talked to me. It was the first time that I felt that the SCs were all bonded and you guys made me felt that as if I am a part of this big family. Seniors, you have shown lots of care and concern, you taught us a great deal of things. How I wish that you guys could stay with us forever, but it was a wish that couldn't be granted. I know that although you will not be with us physically, but mentally you all will always stay with us. Once a SC, always a SC. I won't forget you, you guys are a part of my life memory card with protection, nothing could be done to erase your existence. I LOVE YOU ALL SENIORS!!

Congratulations to Felicia, she has officially been grounded due to her poor performance during MYE~ Lols, that's nothing to be happy about -.- Luckily, my parents did not consficate my laptop, handphone and books, otherwise I think I will not be able to even survive for a day. Haix, life is difficult especially in Sec 2. Lols, I passed my chinese and my parents said that it was nothing to be elated about, because I scored a 59.5/100 instead of an A. It was ridiculous, I even explained that only 8/120 people passed Chinese in Sec 2 express stream... But no use blaming on other stuff, it was entirely my own problem that I did not write faster. My life has been revolving around my studies and school. Even after exams, my parents said that I didn't worth one day of relaxation. Now, even worser, everyday I can't do anything except for studying. I can't even step out of my house during holidays! Well, of course, except for school and project, I wasn't even allowed to go out with my friends for just a few hours to have enjoyment and fun. This will last until EOY, if I didn't score well during EOY, I think I can might as well rot in my house. Haix, after complaining so much, I think I should also reflect on my actions as well. What's the problem with me?! I must work harder from now on, especially on my maths and science, these were the two subjects that caused my death sentence. But is it that easy...? I am in need of an angel to tell me that everything is going to be alright......

The darkness in my life!! Never in my life had I passed my Chinese so badly. What has happened...? What had caused all the Secondary 2 express stream student to only have 8 passers for that particular subject??? Haix, I failed 2 of my subject papers. I can't believe I failed maths by 1/2 MARKS~ Science, I have nothing to say, I studied and put in a lot of effort for that paper. But overall, if all the results are combined with CA, I should be able to pass all. I absolutely hate balls! Got hit by the volleyball during PE, which caused my headache for the rest of the day. During lunch, Annabelle, Jianshu and I were chiong-ing for the business proposal. I have fun during investiture rehearsal. Going crazy and mad xD Overall, it is enjoyable(:
PS: Please do come to my wake tomorrow x.x (I believed that my parents are going to lecture me about my results)

It's been a long and tiring day for me zzz... I am in need for some sleep. Woke up at the early morning, 7.20am. Managed to reach school at 8.30am. Went straight to SC room, but it wasn't open, so we waited outside instead. All the way from 9.00am to 11.50am, we have been practising the skit which is to be performed during the Leadership Camp. We tried singing the main songs today. Weiting, jiayous! You can do it~!! Went to the hawker centre with Amanda, Eustacia, Kwan Wai and Weiting for lunch. They forced me to eat the whole plate of chicken chop. Wow, if they set up a rule for me to play volleyball with them daily, not even a month and they will become a 'hundrednaire'! Returned to school at 1pm for the investiture rehearsal. The rehearsal today is considered a success as we are all co-operative. I enjoyed the rehearsal today, even though it cost my holiday (: I am going to sleep now zzz...

Last paper!! Finally, after the long exams, I am free, but not entirely >< After exams, went for breakfast with Xiao Lin, Cynthia and Weiting. Hahas, drank a cup of Strawberry yoghurt ice blended(: We went to find Eustacia after that. Yay, we reached the SC room on time xD Then we proceeded to the skit rehearsal, I am lucky to have the role of Mrs Linda. Weiting wants to switch roles with me. Mrs Linda is a teacher-in-charge of Entrepreneur Club. She is fluent and has high fashion sense...? Wow, have to put all my efforts in this performance(: We had an enjoyable time together. After that, we went to the Mama shop for lunch break. Jianshu and Siti were eating instant noodles when we were discussing after the MSG level. I did not have to memorise much for the skit since I only had ONE line xD Everyone must jiayous and be united in order for this performance to be a success. Especially within this short time frame, we also will be having investiture on next Tuesday. Tomorrow will be a tiring day, but nevertheless, it will also hopefully be enjoyable~
Btw, before I forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYU!!! Sorry for not going to JP with you today after school... Chorchor wishes you a happy 13th birthday(: Now that you have grow older, you must really grow up le horhs. There will be more responsiblities for you to handle. Also, you might meet some obstacles, but remember, never give up! You can do it, I believe you can((((:

Finally, we are free from major exams(: Feeling super happy~!! After Maths paper 2, immediately went to council meeting in the SC room. Maths paper 2 wasn't as easy as we thought of. I am prepared to fail my maths T.T Learning new cheers for the leadership camp, Hamka and Rosamund were hilarious. We are all hyper as exams are over xD I am acting in the skit during the camp ><>< Luckily, I did not have to use thinner to wash it off. Running up and down the school for the game, I am hopelessly out of breath after that. Later, we continued our investiture rehearsal, under the hot sun in the quadrangle. Lastly, lets welcome Eustacia and Rebecca to the council~!! Everyone jiayous and stay united (:

Hey people! Felicia is back after the long long vacation~!! (which I somehow did not enjoy much =X) Hahas, just discover another new quote: "人生的过程, 就是一个梦想, 连接着另个梦想. 如果你有被搁置的梦想, 赶快实现它吧! 或许我们会因它而找到生命的动力和毅力" Somehow I think that it is true, life is a chain of dreams (: Hopefully, I passed all my subjects. I think that my performance is a disappointment though, eventually will lead me below the top 3 positions TT I can bid farewell to my holidays if that really happen...... Just bought another new book, Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead, it is not bad, however, I think that Twilight Saga is still the best xD 3 more papers and I will be free~!! Currently waiting for another new book, so if you know of any nice books with the genre of paranormal romance or anything else, please kindly recommend it to me (:

I was hoping that I can achieve an A at least for Geography... Chiong-ing so hard last night until 1am then today 5am wake up to continue x.x Haiz, 13 marks sayonara T.T Note to myself: Write faster next time~!! I am sure that I couldn't the top 5 position in my class... Nevermind, no use crying over spilt milk, try harder! Busy making my mothers' day present for the whole day at Belle's house. Back to studying, byebye (:

Wednesday. I am feeling disappointed...? Haiz, I can't believe that I just achieved an A2 for my Chinese CA T.T Seriously, situation is getting worser and worser... I need to buck up for the rest of my subjects. Currently revising my Geography, which is another subject that I can't afford to let go. Erm, floorball is nice, but I sustained alot of injuries while playing it, I am not cut out for ball games especially VOLLEYBALL (which always came to 'welcome' me while I am doing recess duty) My eyes feel like closing, nevertheless, I need to go on. The following is the preview that I found in youtube, the official trailer of Detective Conan OVA 9: Strangers from the Future

Before I end off my post... Jiayous for MYE everyone out there~!!

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Saturday. For Annabelle and Melanie, I have been eating a lot today~!! (Nevertheless, still lesser than you girls...) Morning, ate an eggtart with fruit toppings and another strawberry roll from Polar. I am officially falling in love with everything that includes STRAWBERRY <3 Jiayous, must buck up for maths~!! At around 4 pm, proceeded to grandma's house for early mothers' day dinner. I am feeling very sad and angry at the same time, I need some ice to chill~ All of them arrived at 7pm, went to downstairs for dinner. There's a total of 8-9 dishes...? I wonder what's the total balance. Better don't see it, if not I might faint xD

A question just popped up of my mind last night. "What will you do if time were to rewind?" Somehow I wonder....... I questioned myself endlessly. If time rewinds back to the previous day, I will most probably choose to rewrite my EL Paper 1. If it is months ago, I wouldn't know what I want to do. Maybe I will just get more and more greedier by requesting time to rewind back before I was born, as I now know what will happen in the future ahead. Everyone desire to be the best, but is there someone whom is totally perfect out there...? It doesn't, this kind of person doesn't exist. God did not create us just to be perfect, but instead to be imperfect. Life isn't perfect, I knew that. I am imperfect, I am also a person who will commit mistakes. Life is meant to be full of mistakes; these are the memorable experiences which will cause us to grow together. People learnt through their mistakes and grow up eventually. Time, there isn't a time machine in this world. There isn't a need to rewind time back to the past just to revive your mistakes to perfection. Perhaps, with technologies of today, scientist will probably invent such a thing in the future. But seriously, question yourself before it, why do you want to rewind time. Is it helping you in any way? Since you had already committed it, why would you choose to run away? Everyone should look forward ahead instead of turning back. Think of the future and do not look back. If you had a mistake, think of a solution. Look forward to tomorrow. 'Learn from yesterday, live for today and hope for tomorrow'......

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