Wednesday~ It is just another ordinary day... I am looking forward to the weekends for my grandma's birthday celebration (: Hahas, I can finally get to see my beloved cousins during the gathering. I am still carving for some vanilla ice-cream. Can anyone recommend some books or songs to me? I am seriously feeling bored.

Am I really that invisible to you..? I kept on wondering if I had done anything wrong. I really don't understand. Things are not meant to be in this way. I felt sorry and apologize if I had offended you guys in some ways. Can you tell me my mistakes? I will amend and accept it. You can do anything to me, but please, just don't ignore me... Stop treating me as if I did not exist at all. I am standing in front of you all. I had accepted if I am just another person in all of your eyes... Did I just put on a facade in front of all of you? I really don't know the real me at all. I can no longer express any emotions. Even if I am angry, neglected or sad, I will just leave it the same way and put on a strong front. I do not know how to ease the pain that I felt. It is not as if I will just break down in front of you. I simply do not know how to cry anymore. I can't scream or shout. I can't do anything. Perhaps, I am just numb. I don't know and I am tired of everything...

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