Wednesday~ The whole day started with a rainy day... The worst is that I did not bring my umbrella with me!! Such a blur sotong am I >< Luckily, Poh Hsien boarded the same bus as me... Thank you my dear sweet junior for sharing an umbrella with me, hope that you aren't as drenched as I am (: Thanks lots! Later, went to Sec 1 classes wanting to pass printed materials to Lingyin, but met her along the paveway, so it saves my time for a trip to 1E2 (: OMG, I can't believe I fell asleep in class, by the time I woke up, Mr Tan had already ended his physics lesson. Haix, next time I have to be more alert. But how can someone blame me for having to sleep at 2.30am at night..? It's my own fault. Lalala, lessons went passed as usual~ Mrs Heng was not in school today, thus the Oral exams is postponed. After school, went for lunch with Annabelle, Ashlea, Eustacia, Minhui, Wanyi and Weiting. Chatted at there for about an hour before heading home. I <3333 Fiesta cheesecake! Lols, I was being random. Anyway, went to IMM to meet my parents. Till here then...

Do you ever know how it felt to be ignored and being invisible in all of your eyes? Perhaps to all of you, this is just a joke. How would you ever understand me? I felt as if I am just a doll, after being used, I will just be tossed onto the other side... Do you all even care for me? Do you all ever spare a thought for me? Why can't everything return back to the beginning to where it once was. I felt as if I didn't existed at all, nothing will ever be the same again... Do anyone cared geniunely for me? I felt lonely and left out at times. Whenever, I walked alone at the back, I always hoped that someone will turn and notice me. I hoped that someone will approach me... I don't want to be alone. Instead, I saw all of you guys walking together, leaving me alone behind. I never opened my mouth to complain about anything. Just because, I kept myself silent, it doesn't mean that I am not in pain... Do you ever know what am I thinking of? My heart hurts, whenever I was being left out... How I wish that someone will eventually notice me. I am not at the front, I am just another ordinary girl who was at the back... As time passes by, you all might toss me aside, however, I will always be by your side to help you.

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